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[deathfangirl]

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thank y0u very much azula and equius
thats very sweet

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[deathfangirl]

whats wr0ng with being s0rt 0f silly?

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

I'm not a silly person.

[deathfangirl]

if y0u were w0uld it be bad?
maybe im a silly pers0n inside and y0u d0nt like it!

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

You're fine how you are, silly or otherwise.

[deathfangirl]

well y0u are t00

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

Thanks.

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[stronghighfive.livejournal.com]

[He hadn't really considered that. He can't say he understands completely either.]

...It seems it will be over soon. But, from the videos of others ahead in our timeline, it doesn't look like we'll be enjoying our new world. I prefer to have something to vent aggression on for a purpose instead of hiding somewhere waiting, so for the time being I don't mind this game, but I don't want you to go through more than you need to either.

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[deathfangirl]

It doesn't really matter what I go through, I guess. So long as the rest of you are okay. [She's gotten a little fatalistic again, for various reasons] You're the ones who are going to live in the world we make. I just have to do what I can to make sure that future comes about the way it's supposed to.

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[stronghighfive.livejournal.com]

No, Aradia. I'll make sure that you're there with us. I promise you that.

[A life without her would be - possible, but he isn't going to just accept it. Not if he can do anything to keep her with him.]

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[deathfangirl]

[She stiffens a little and looks at him] What if I don't want to live like this forever? I'm not even really alive, anyway. Just a ghost in a metal shell.

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[stronghighfive.livejournal.com]

You would honestly prefer to be gone?

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[deathfangirl]

[She looks away again] No. I don't know. I don't want to be gone.

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[stronghighfive.livejournal.com]

Then you will stay. With me- us.

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[deathfangirl]

[She looks up, eyes narrowing a little] Would you be disappointed if I were alive?

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[stronghighfive.livejournal.com]

No.

[Where did that question even come from?]

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[deathfangirl]

[They were talking about her dying, remember? And about her living as a robot]

You couldn't even touch me, if I were alive...

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[stronghighfive.livejournal.com]

[Equius has trouble following basic logic sometimes.]

Due to my strength, I have always been aware that I would have difficulties in filling a quadrant with another troll. Physical contact with you is... nice. [He really couldn't find another word for that that didn't seem crass.] However, if you would have me, I would stay by your side no matter if I could touch you or not.

[Even if she were back to her original blood color. It would of course upset him, but he would.]

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[deathfangirl]

[That gives her a bit of pause and she drops her gaze with a sigh.

No, no, no, she doesn't want to pity Equius. He's selfish and self-centred and obsessed with stupid things that don't matter, like blood. But what he just said sounded so lonely, and what benefit would there be to him to stay with her if she wasn't a robot? Other than actual companionship.

She groans and scoots herself over a little, leaning her shoulder against his]

I just don't know what to do with you.

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[stronghighfive.livejournal.com]

[He chuckles a bit at that. He got that impression from their arguments, but eventually they'd settle down into a proper quadrant. Even if her robot shoulder is as cool as any normal metal would be, the gesture itself warms him.]

We'll learn.

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[deathfangirl]

I have a matesprit, who I care about and pity and who pities me! You can't replace him! [But maybe Sollux would be happier with Feferi. But that just makes her feel sad. And Feferi is going to die, too.]

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[stronghighfive.livejournal.com]

I can be [not a lowblood unworthy of your time, someone suited to you] just as good to you as he is.

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[deathfangirl]

[Growl] That's not the point.

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[stronghighfive.livejournal.com]

So what is the point?

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[deathfangirl]

My point is that I'm not dumping Sollux for you. Especially not because you'll be 'as good to me as he is'.

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[stronghighfive.livejournal.com]

"...But I don't understand why not."